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For all this emo... cause like legit I'm so sad I keep smiling to convince myself that... I don't even fucking know. I feel like Tony when he smiles at the end of Civil War and he's just like. "I fucking count on ANYONE." Like legit how I feel right now. HAHAHA, omg, it's probably like a huge sign of a major psychological disorder that I seem to be so unaffected... or masking it so well????? I don't even know???? LIke WHAT EVEn?!?!?!

But like for real... I';m so over fucking everything. I just... wow. I was so ok with being this super closed off person and then this, like all this and just FUCK EVERYBODY

Omg. Ahaha, I'm legit laughing my ass off rn. Because omg. Just omg I can't even because I knew what would happen and I'm like ??? Why do I do this to myself?!?! 

Like... rlly.     
  • Listening to: Fire - Sleeping With Sirens
  • Drinking: Coffee
I'm kinda over life in general. 
I know I have very few followers who actually read this, or even care about me, which is fine. I'm used to being written off. (I'm not even being emo about this, it literally is so normal to me haha) But I still like to update those of you that do care about what's going on. 

Turns out keeping my mouth shut with that friend probably would have been the better route to go. Even though he said he knew what was going, I wish we'd ignored it. At least that way we still could have stayed friends. 

I mean, It's for the best, really... because he's with someone, and it never would have happened anyway, just a fools dream. 
I jokingly said I must've liked pain, because I knew how it was going to end, but somehow knowing made it better.

It was a huge lie... I mean... I thought maybe knowing would help, because that way I would know whether or not he was intentionally leading me on - which... I honestly am still not sure of, so all I did was lose a friend... 

There was a lot of crying... cause once again I want to die... and my friend... fuck man that hurt her so bad because she feels like she isn't enough for me to want to stay and it's not that and I wish I could make people understand that... 

Being suicidal... it's never about the people in your life... it's literally so internal... like... If you could understand... ugh... It's so hard to explain and I am going to write her a letter to try and help... but it's like... 

fuck me. I'm sorry. anyway, so emo drawings will likely be coming cause I'm feeling like shattered glass. 
  • Listening to: Cable Cars - Day to Remember
  • Drinking: Coffee

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Kyo
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Please read my manga: Alien Mark
Also my new oneshot/pilot will be available Wednesday March 20th! Pandora's Box


Current Residence: as of the moment your pants :D
Favourite genre of music: Dubstep
Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime
Personal Quote: "Achieving is only half of dreaming"
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For all this emo... cause like legit I'm so sad I keep smiling to convince myself that... I don't even fucking know. I feel like Tony when he smiles at the end of Civil War and he's just like. "I fucking count on ANYONE." Like legit how I feel right now. HAHAHA, omg, it's probably like a huge sign of a major psychological disorder that I seem to be so unaffected... or masking it so well????? I don't even know???? LIke WHAT EVEn?!?!?!

But like for real... I';m so over fucking everything. I just... wow. I was so ok with being this super closed off person and then this, like all this and just FUCK EVERYBODY

Omg. Ahaha, I'm legit laughing my ass off rn. Because omg. Just omg I can't even because I knew what would happen and I'm like ??? Why do I do this to myself?!?! 

Like... rlly.     
  • Listening to: Fire - Sleeping With Sirens
  • Drinking: Coffee

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:iconajtakashi:
ajtakashi Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
What's up dude?
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Kyoky-San Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I could think of a few things XD
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tofu-yu Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013
Heyy thank you soo much for the watch :D 
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I am almost as delighted as a turkish delight :D
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:iconkyoky-san:
Kyoky-San Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hahahaha, you're funny.

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:icontofu-yu:
tofu-yu Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2013
:iconfinallyplz: Thank you. thank you so much :')
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